Kelly Rowland‘s music video for her single “Dirty Laundry” debuted on Monday, and in it, the singer cries as she pours her heart out, sharing confessions about her personal life and the industry.

The video shows the singer swimming in her pain, with scenes of her diving underwater while reminiscing about her troubled past — which includes a past abusive relationship in which Rowland’s boyfriend at the time turned her against Beyonce, making her envious her BFF’s success.

“Dirty Laundry” is the latest single from Rowland’s fourth studio album ‘Talk A Good Game,’ which was well-received by critics and debuted at No. 4 on the Billboard 200.

WATCH KELLY ROWLAND’S “DIRTY LAUNDRY” VIDEO HERE: